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as of the moment i feel all giddy.. YAAAK! landeeee.. HAHAHA pero kanina i felt supppper depressed and disappointed with myself. ok, let me start with why i felt sad kanina, kasi ang hiraaaaap spee na! grabe..... the plates that theyre making us do. and the plates that we did last week nakuha na namin. pakshet.. ang baba ng grades ko! for CTEC (this was yesterday ah!), we were given the theme "picnic in the park" and we have to come up with a drawing..it has to be unique, un ung sabi ah. so i drew a vampire and a mummy having a date in the park tas un food nila mga eyeballs, a hand, a brain. mga ganyan.. i thought it was a nice idea kasi for sure wala makaka-isip niyan. nun nakuha ko na i got a 78!!! bwsettt.. passing 75. i was expecting an 85 (yabang!haha) tas un mga drawings na normal lang, un mga tao tao na kumakain sa park un ung mga 90! ANONG CREATIVE DOON? she told us to be different. spee what the fuck!? bago pala ipadraw samin un picnic in the park, un hungry old woman muna. you guys know what i drew? an old-annorexic looking spee lady na naka-chain sa wall. punit punit pa damit nya with very looong hair. haha pota.. 80 lang nakuha ko! when i asked for an explanation spee from the prof she told me bawal daw morbid spee (old lady being tortured. hands, eyeballs as ulam. morbid? di rin. haha). fakeet. di naman niya sinabe ehhhh.. pota talaga! but ms.gi (ctec prof) and mr.kura are still my favorite profs..:D i dont know why. anatomy is looking better than my other subjects.. drawing skulls in 6 different spee sides, the bones of the upper limb in 4 different angles are looking easy compared to mechanical drawing (kahit lines lang ginagawa spee namin dun), lettering, CTEC, free drawing. seryoso.. kahapon late kami natapos ni bevs sa ctec, naabutan na nga kame ng other class sa room eh. it was sooo embarrasing. but we did our best to impress ms.gi. yesss.. hahaha but i doubt im going to have a high grade. lettering kanina was sooo difficult. we have to write the alphabet in roman lettering on a cartolina using a techpen spee pati pala motto or basta qoutable, un sinulat ko "dying to live". hahaha.. potaaaa.. siguro mukang madali. but its soo not! kasiii.. kailangan spee precise and malinis, nag-bloblot pa naman un techpen. pag may konting dumi lang, minus agad. eh.. nalate nanaman kame matapos spee tas naabotan kame ng isang class. so we had to do our plates outside! nag slip techpen ko sa cartolina a made a mark! GRRR.. from 7-11 un lang ginawa ko tas madudumihan lang pala! BUWISET. we were all stressed out na, WALA PANG ONE MONTH GANITO NA KO! pano pa kaya after 2 months? wala na kong buhok. naglalaslas na ko. whaaat the fuck! im really considering spee to shift. cant take it. miss ko na mag-aral, mag-memorize. mga ganon ganon.. if you guys only know the grades that im getting! 75..78..80..83 highest ko na yan ah! grabeee... i expect lower grades to come. this sucks. why giddy? kasi nakwento ko naman un crush ko na kablock ko diba? he's not cute. may something saknya. waaah.. lalo na when he wears his glasses, un pang nerd. haha anyway.. last last week pinagawa or pinasulat kami ng poem. optional kung sarileng gawa or hinde.. the prof liked his poem. un title.. SIEZE ME NOW. oh my gooosh!! tas he's quiet lang pero super galeng mag draw. waaah!! tas meron may crush sakanya,ung partner niya nun nag tour. GRR.. i feel jelly! haha tas dahil pa dun muntik na ko mapahamak, un sinabi ko dati. haha buti nalang di narinig talaga.. pero grabe!! sana puwede ko rin magawa un, ung ipartner sarile ko sa guy. tas un mga kasama nun girl inaasar siya with my crush.. waaah! swerte. may isang time na dapat magiging katabi ko siya (sinadya ng mga friends ko) but i didnt. sa ibang place ako umupo.. kasi hello? i dont play like that. may 4 years pa naman eh.. and its just a crush, ayaw ko na madevelop toh ko kasi mahirap ng umasa at mabigo. pero grabe talaga.. GRRR.. ohwell.
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